Jennifer Lopez Admits She Felt ‘Insecure & Uncertain’ About Her Body After Giving Birth To Twins

Jennifer Lopez is real. The 54-year-old got honest about the self-doubt she faced after giving birth to her twins while presenting the Outstanding Achievement in Fitness award to her longtime trainer Tracy Anderson at the Daytime Beauty Awards in L.A. on October 1. “I met Tracy right after I had my twins. I called her at a time when I was feeling insecure and uncertain, wondering if I would ever get back to how I was before—as most new moms do after giving birth,” she gushed while on stage. JLo welcomed her twins, Maximilian and Emme Muniz, with her now ex-husband, Marc Anthony, in 2008 and as she reflected on her postpartum health and wellness, she credited her pal for helping her find herself again. “I’ve been doing a lot of reflection lately, revisiting the past versions of myself to fully embrace the me of now, she said according to E! Online. “And I’m reminded of how much Tracy has inspired and encouraged me to celebrate every version of my body over the years and to continue to elevate as my own life and needs changed.”